Zaya’s Journals

👾 Zaya – Just Trying to Survive

May 1, 2025

Sometimes I wonder what I’d be if I wasn’t born here.

Would I still wake up with a mind wired for chaos, calculating every probability, every risk, every exit route before I even open my eyes?

People call me cold. Dangerous. Broken. But the truth is – I’ve just seen too much to pretend any of this makes sense.

I was engineered for Quantum manipulation. A prototype child – a “tech-hybrid,” they called me. I could feel frequencies others couldn’t hear, read data streams like poetry, tear through firewalls with a thought. My mother used to say I was born with one foot in the code and one in the void.

She was the only person who ever looked at me without fear.

Now, all I have left is this mission. This obsession. This hunger to break beyond these walls and find something – anything – that feels real.

People think I hack systems. The truth is… I hack reality itself. Because if I don’t, we’ll die here – or worse, keep living in a world that was never meant for us.